Currently Listening Danzig By Danzig Mother see related

I talked to him for the first time in six months.  I was shaking by the time he answered my call back.  I hate that he can still do that to me.  Because it's long enough ago that the only memories that are vivid enough to remember well are the good ones.  When we both had to say goodbye, all I wanted to was to tell him to come over.  I wanted to hug him and see him and kiss his hands.  At one point I was sure I was going to be with him forever.  I was going to have his children.

It's a sickness.  I feel sick thinking about him. 

Someone want to remind me how much of an asshole he his?  How destroyed I was after he left?  Because apparently my pathetic ass doesn't remember very well.

Ugh.